开心的一天 ​​​​

First time cutting my own  fringe! ^_~ wanted to try the airy / see-through style, does it suit me? hmmm..

Finished editing 2 new videos ✓ Wrote 3 new chapters for my story ✓ 

Not only has it been a productive day but I'm also very satisfied since these are the things I love to do  (´ω｀*)

I made butterfly cakes! I'm glad they turned out well, even my mum, who never eat Western style desserts (she prefers Chinese ones) enjoyed it. Yay~

Bits & Bobs 2

☾ Finally watching Kingdom on Netflix, while hiding under the blanket.. haha. It's a new atmosphere for a zombie film, quite refreshing. Also, the zombies are running like its a marathon O.o

☾ I really miss travelling... so sad that I have to put my travel plans on hold because of the pandemic

☾ Can't stop listening to Blackpink's new album! (｀ω´ )

☾ I miss the early 2000s internet when MSN and Friendster were a thing, YouTube and Instagram were definitely much better back then too!

☾ PS5 is out!! Can't wait till I can play Elden Ring

The New Normal

These days I still feel anxious when I leave the house. I'd stay away from people as much as I could, and washing my hands after touching a public surface every single time. When I get home, I'd wash my hands vigorously (again), disinfect my things, especially my phone, then immediately jumps into the shower. It feels overwhelming and draining to go through this every time I go outside, but I can't help it.. also I haven't worn makeup in 3 months. ha...ha.. ha *laughs without facial expression*
All in all, I guess life goes on, even during a pandemic.

The most adventurous thing I did during a global pandemic was film a behind-the-scenes of a fashion photoshoot (freelance stuff). I thought it was quite interesting.

Current Favourite Songs

I listen to pretty much anything, I don't have a favourite genre.. I also love listening to certain music when I'm writing my story, especially movie and video game soundtracks. This helps me get into the zone and put my thoughts into words, particularly when building worlds and events. I do a lot of experiments in writing different genres, its fun and each genre have its own soundtrack (~￣▽￣)~

One band that I fell in love with is Purity Ring. Their album Another Eternity easily falls into the category of "albums that I’ve listened to a ridiculous amount of times", this album have inspired me and also consumed my life huehue ♥（ﾉ´∀`）there's something about the poetic lyrics, ethereal moods and dreamy vocals that's unlike any other.

Some of my favourite songs at the moment:

Bored - Tessa Violet

Chlorine - twenty one pilots

TIRED - Jasmine Sokko

Let Me Down Slowly - Alec Benjamin

Repetition - Purity Ring

SOLO - JENNIE

Wolves - Selena Gomez & Marshmello

What's your favourite song at the moment? (◕ᴥ◕)

Quarter Life Crisis During A Pandemic

I'm 26, but I feel like I'm 15 and 40 at the same time. I have no idea what's going on but everyone expects me to have my life together.
I lost my job last year, it was my first full time job, a place where I kickstart my professional life. Now I feel like I'm stuck in a weird place where I'm not a fresh graduate, but I don't have enough experience for intermediate positions. I wasn't getting a lot of interviews and that made me feel like I had no sense of purpose. Some days I'm still trying to find a reason to get out of bed.

Trying to stay positive, but it's hard, especially now with Covid-19 pandemic going on.
I've had OCD most of my life, but it's reached a whole new level during the Covid-19 outbreak. I feel so anxious all the time, especially when I have to go outside, and even when I've washed my hands thoroughly.